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PrintableHeavenly said: Jowee and Dawn, I hope you won't misunderstand me when I say this, but SHUT THE FUCK UP!
 Fuck 'em dude. Take a lil break for a few weeks. When you come back everything will be cool. | |
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JoweeCoco said: Heavenly said: Jowee and Dawn, I hope you won't misunderstand me when I say this, but SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Fuck 'em dude. Take a lil break for a few weeks. When you come back everything will be cool. see joey, you always start problems 
btw, heavenly, please dont go  stay.. we love you    One of the best days of my life... http://prince.org/msg/100/291111
love is a gift
an artist with no fans is really just a man with a hobby.... | |
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JoweeCoco said: Heavenly said: Jowee and Dawn, I hope you won't misunderstand me when I say this, but SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Fuck 'em dude. Take a lil break for a few weeks. When you come back everything will be cool. No, it wont ever be cool...  | |
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JoweeCoco said: Heavenly said: Jowee and Dawn, I hope you won't misunderstand me when I say this, but SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Fuck 'em dude. Take a lil break for a few weeks. When you come back everything will be cool. Could be, who knows. My deletion has not much to do with those cases. they just showed me yet AGAIN that my abilities to communicate online are very limited. And too many good people misunderstand me and get hurt. It goes to show me how little they really know about me. I finally realized that no matter how many times I get to talk to these people here in the forums, I will always be a stranger unless we meet in person. I also misunderstand people. mostly because of my limited English vocabulary. Lack of knowledge in slang or the different culture most people here grew up with. | |
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I would like to clear one of the issues here.
It seems that it wasn't really a claim that I have an alias. Yet another misunderstanding, by me. It seems that it was just a guess that this alias might be me and this orgnote was just to honestly ask if it was me, and not to accuse me of it. Since this is a delicate subject for me, and it wasn't clear to me that it was just an innocent question, I went into defense mode. I apologise to that person. | |
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I would like to explain what the delicate issue of alias is (yea, I know "not another explanation from Ariel, please let this thread die already and deactivate Heavenly already!")
about 2 years ago I had an alias here. Many reasons why I made the account, but one of the very not cool reasons was so I could hear what people think of me, without them knowing it's me they are telling their opinions to. This alias got close to people, to some, too close. In the end, those people found out it was me. There was chaos, I didn't admit to it at first, but later I 'surrendered'. One of two people who got hurt the most of it, is the same person that asked me last night if I had an alias. The answer is no, I don't have an alias, but there's no way I can prove it. And I felt frustrated because I knew they have no good reason to believe me. Back then, I lied, big time. and I pay for it to this day and for the rest of my life. I deserve it. I have apologized for my lies, and I will forever apologize, even though I know there's no reason for them to forgive me. I would never forgive myself either. I've caused the people I got close to, to lose trust in people around them, because of my actions. I will never know how deep their wounds are, but I'm guessing they're much deeper than I can imagine. Sorry is all I can say. But 've told them that I will pay any and every time they ask me to. In any way possible. -Ariel | |
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I dont know the extent of what happened before, but I know that you are being pretty hard on yourself, whatever happens I am hear to talk  you are a good person Ariel dont let ppl tell you otherwise | |
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Heavenly said: AlfofMelmak said: Hmm. you seem a sweet person, with a sometimes multi-interpretable (sp?) choice of words. But judging on the title of your thread, you assume it's the audience who is to blame.
So you're sometimes mis-understood  just like IRL, i guess.
No harm done, keep 'm posting heavenly  I'm accusing the audience, because someone is claiming I have an alias account that I'm using besides this one. This normally wouldn't bother me, except in the past I did have aliases and it caused a lot of problems with my friends. When I deleted this account about a year ago, I've also deleted all of my aliases. When I came back to the org 3-4 months ago, I've only created one account - this one. Someone's doing me injustice and it hurts like hell. Whoever it is - prove your claims or post an apology. But don't run around my back telling people lies about me 
I admit that I'm bad with words, and I'm often misunderstood. That is why I don't speak much in real life. You will rarely hear me say anything in real life. With this said - Last night I've requested this account to be deleted. I've been out of the drama for more than a year now, and it seems some people are trying to force me back into it. Well I'd rather not be, then get into this dirty business again. I'm sorry if anything I've said in the past has hurt anyone, I only have good intentions, and only want people to be happy. If I can't do it by being a friend, I'll do it by not being. Thank you for entertaining me for the past years. - Ariel [Edited 1/3/05 4:38am] Nooooo  please don't leave Ariel!! I know I'm not around much anymore, but I always love chatting with you. You will be sadly missed by those of us that count! | |
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this just goes to show that a little forgiveness goes a long way, and that the refusal to do so can hurt the other person for a long time. that's very passive-aggressive, and sad to witness. | |
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Oh no, don't go.
We're all misunderstood at some times. It's to be expected when you consider the number of different nationalities at this site. | |
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Me, I just say things. However someone takes the words, that's their problem. I take compliments and insults the same way I take beers: down the hatch, then forget about it. Where's the beer? | |
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Babydoll! You can't leave, who will I flirt with?!  | |
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Heavenly said: First I try to compliment someone and they take it as an insult.
Then I get an orgnote that claims I have alias accounts here on the org Now I get an orgnote from someone that they thought I was sweet and kind until they saw one of my posts about the chat room not working where I asked my 'sex life back'. I guess I'm just not good with words  I always seem to be misunderstood
Fine! No more words from me 
[Edited 1/3/05 2:43am] Hey Heavenly come here so I can Give u A nice big and A 
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NOOOOO!!!!! say it isn't so Heavenly don't leave  I'll miss u 2 much please don't leave the org 4 good I'll b very sad if u do and my life is already going 2 shit and I hope Teacher dosn't leave the org either I'll miss her 2 much 2
I am not on the org all the time but when I am I enjoy seeing U and Teacher when u r on the org I LOVE chatting with u and Teacher so please Ariel don't leave the org 4 good
Peace and Much Luv Leann | |
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BinaryJustin said: We're all misunderstood at some times. It's to be expected when you consider the number of different nationalities at this site.
True! I'm surprised there aren't more fights here.  | |
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 I'll miss Heavenly any1 Know how I can get in touch with him?
If u can I will appreciate it Thanx | |
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althom said: BinaryJustin said: We're all misunderstood at some times. It's to be expected when you consider the number of different nationalities at this site.
True! I'm surprised there aren't more fights here.  | |
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Heavenly said: First I try to compliment someone and they take it as an insult.
I guess I'm just not good with words I always seem to be misunderstood
Fine! No more words from me
[Edited 1/3/05 2:43am]  I'm assuming this bit was about me...and in my responses to you I was mostly kidding (althom (who is a dear friend) and I go back and forth like that all the time...I have to remember that not everyone jokes around in the same way.) I'm sorry we didn't get a chance to talk this out...I responded to your org note and found out that way that you'd deleted your acct.
Also, I'm sorry that you decided to leave...I wish you wouldn't have. | |
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Two words:
He'll be back! | |
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