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I'm not happy today......but I hope you all have a great Friday.... It started yesterday with getting killed at work... then I went to class last night to give a presentation that I worked my ass off on.... everyone pretty much tuned me out (fuckers)... then none of my friends had time to talk last night.... today.. already repeating yesterday's pounding at work... I hate feeling like this.... I hate feeling alone... y'know what I sayin'?
I don't want my personal misery to touch any of you.... I hope you all have great Friday's and very good weekend's..... so maybe you should just leave this misery thread... and let me wallow in my own self pity.... 
Go on..... don't let any of this dark cloud over me touch you....  | |
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 try and keep your chin up kendogg. sorry to hear you're having such a shitty time of it.
much love, man - all the best for the weekend.  | |
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3bogs said: try and keep your chin up kendogg. sorry to hear you're having such a shitty time of it.
much love, man - all the best for the weekend. Thanks man..... you are taking a big risk in posting to this thread... I have no idea how powerful this dark cloud or misery is, so save yourself..... | |
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You poor dear!
I am having a bad Friday too, I have a real tight deadline and people keep giving me more and more work which is MORE important than the last. I am juggling about 4 projects at the same time, which I know, realistically wont get done on time, plus I want to leave work early, I feel like going home now. I hate to see you miserable kendogg. But I can kinda understand what you are going through. Dont worry too much, things will look up, but I know you dont feel like that right now.
Maybe if I give you something to look forward to, you will be happier today? 
Lemme know.. 
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Hope your day goes better, go blow off some steam this weekend, that shoul dmake you feel a little better | |
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I hope you feel better Ken.. Lord knows, I have had those days.. Do somethign fun for yourself that makes you feel good... Have something good for lunch, or spend time with a friend over the weekend that makes you laugh, or try to sleep a bit late.. Watching a good movie that makes me laugh or makes me feel warm and fuzzy always puts me in a good mood... A little more sleep always puts things into prespective for me! I hope some of these ideas helped... have a good weekend.. The day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom - Anais Nin
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REDBABY said: You poor dear!
I am having a bad Friday too, I have a real tight deadline and people keep giving me more and more work which is MORE important than the last. I am juggling about 4 projects at the same time, which I know, realistically wont get done on time, plus I want to leave work early, I feel like going home now. I hate to see you miserable kendogg. But I can kinda understand what you are going through. Dont worry too much, things will look up, but I know you dont feel like that right now.
Maybe if I give you something to look forward to, you will be happier today?
Lemme know..
RED that's so sweet thanks honey..... just reading what you have going on makes me feel like an ass for even feeling sorry for myself today.... I hope your day gets better... sounds like you all had great fun last night though.... glad to hear it!
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kendogg said: REDBABY said: You poor dear!
I am having a bad Friday too, I have a real tight deadline and people keep giving me more and more work which is MORE important than the last. I am juggling about 4 projects at the same time, which I know, realistically wont get done on time, plus I want to leave work early, I feel like going home now. I hate to see you miserable kendogg. But I can kinda understand what you are going through. Dont worry too much, things will look up, but I know you dont feel like that right now.
Maybe if I give you something to look forward to, you will be happier today?
Lemme know..
RED that's so sweet thanks honey..... just reading what you have going on makes me feel like an ass for even feeling sorry for myself today.... I hope your day gets better... sounds like you all had great fun last night though.... glad to hear it!
We all love you, you know kendogg.. we all are allowed *off* days, just hope yours gets better.if sexy was a colour it would be red | |
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kendogg said: It started yesterday with getting killed at work... then I went to class last night to give a presentation that I worked my ass off on.... everyone pretty much tuned me out (fuckers)... then none of my friends had time to talk last night.... today.. already repeating yesterday's pounding at work... I hate feeling like this.... I hate feeling alone... y'know what I sayin'?
I don't want my personal misery to touch any of you.... I hope you all have great Friday's and very good weekend's..... so maybe you should just leave this misery thread... and let me wallow in my own self pity....
Go on..... don't let any of this dark cloud over me touch you.... ~ smiles ~ no worries hun ... no ones dark cloud touches me ( i ground center and shield in my shamanic practices daily ) i wish you joy ... ease ...playfulness and laughter send you love ( Reiki ) ... it will pass ... its just a reminder to embrace and enjoy the good times when they flow to you peace Mach | |
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ella731 said:
Hope your day goes better, go blow off some steam this weekend, that should make you feel a little better I wish it was an option ella.... my weekend, like most of my weekends, belongs to others.... I need to get away from my life for a few days and decompress. That's not an option either.... just gotta suck it up..... | |
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BabyCakes said: I hope you feel better Ken.. Lord knows, I have had those days.. Do somethign fun for yourself that makes you feel good... Have something good for lunch, or spend time with a friend over the weekend that makes you laugh, or try to sleep a bit late.. Watching a good movie that makes me laugh or makes me feel warm and fuzzy always puts me in a good mood... A little more sleep always puts things into prespective for me! I hope some of these ideas helped... have a good weekend..
Thanks sweetie..... all very good ideas.... I only sleep about 4 hours a night..... too much anxiety makes me restless..... things will clear, they always do.... | |
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Mach said: kendogg said: It started yesterday with getting killed at work... then I went to class last night to give a presentation that I worked my ass off on.... everyone pretty much tuned me out (fuckers)... then none of my friends had time to talk last night.... today.. already repeating yesterday's pounding at work... I hate feeling like this.... I hate feeling alone... y'know what I sayin'?
I don't want my personal misery to touch any of you.... I hope you all have great Friday's and very good weekend's..... so maybe you should just leave this misery thread... and let me wallow in my own self pity....
Go on..... don't let any of this dark cloud over me touch you.... ~ smiles ~ no worries hun ... no ones dark cloud touches me ( i ground center and shield in my shamanic practices daily ) i wish you joy ... ease ...playfulness and laughter send you love ( Reiki ) ... it will pass ... its just a reminder to embrace and enjoy the good times when they flow to you peace Mach You all are very sweet..... | |
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kendogg said: ella731 said:
Hope your day goes better, go blow off some steam this weekend, that should make you feel a little better I wish it was an option ella.... my weekend, like most of my weekends, belongs to others.... I need to get away from my life for a few days and decompress. That's not an option either.... just gotta suck it up..... Damn, you wouldnt be feeling like this today had it been possible to come out with us mad lot last night..
You MUST try and find some *kendogg time*..  if sexy was a colour it would be red | |
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kendogg said: BabyCakes said: I hope you feel better Ken.. Lord knows, I have had those days.. Do somethign fun for yourself that makes you feel good... Have something good for lunch, or spend time with a friend over the weekend that makes you laugh, or try to sleep a bit late.. Watching a good movie that makes me laugh or makes me feel warm and fuzzy always puts me in a good mood... A little more sleep always puts things into prespective for me! I hope some of these ideas helped... have a good weekend..
Thanks sweetie..... all very good ideas.... I only sleep about 4 hours a night..... too much anxiety makes me restless..... things will clear, they always do.... Very optimisitc.. That is what i like to hear... 4 hours is TOO little, get some extra, things will look better in no time! The day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom - Anais Nin
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kendogg said: Mach said: ~ smiles ~ no worries hun ... no ones dark cloud touches me ( i ground center and shield in my shamanic practices daily ) i wish you joy ... ease ...playfulness and laughter send you love ( Reiki ) ... it will pass ... its just a reminder to embrace and enjoy the good times when they flow to you peace Mach You all are very sweet..... | |
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REDBABY said: kendogg said: I wish it was an option ella.... my weekend, like most of my weekends, belongs to others.... I need to get away from my life for a few days and decompress. That's not an option either.... just gotta suck it up..... Damn, you wouldnt be feeling like this today had it been possible to come out with us mad lot last night..
You MUST try and find some *kendogg time*.. I hate to say this out loud, because I am embarrassed to say so, but I don't even know what that means anymore..... I haven't had a minute for myself in about 2 years and it's not looking good for at least the next 2 years... I am truely the busiest man I know, and I don't say that with pride.... it's my cross to bear..... I dug myself in to this hole.... I gotta dig myself out.... like I said.... I don't deserve any of you lovely peoples pity, I am a man, and I have to suck this up and put on the brave face.... | |
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kendogg said: REDBABY said: Damn, you wouldnt be feeling like this today had it been possible to come out with us mad lot last night..
You MUST try and find some *kendogg time*.. I hate to say this out loud, because I am embarrassed to say so, but I don't even know what that means anymore..... I haven't had a minute for myself in about 2 years and it's not looking good for at least the next 2 years... I am truely the busiest man I know, and I don't say that with pride.... it's my cross to bear..... I dug myself in to this hole.... I gotta dig myself out.... like I said.... I don't deserve any of you lovely peoples pity, I am a man, and I have to suck this up and put on the brave face.... NO YOU HAVE TO FIND TIME FOR YOURSELF, even if its 20 minutes sitting on a park bench by yourself. it always helps, on your way home take the long way stop at that new store you wanted to look in, even if it is just a few minutes it will help | |
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kendogg said: REDBABY said: Damn, you wouldnt be feeling like this today had it been possible to come out with us mad lot last night..
You MUST try and find some *kendogg time*.. I hate to say this out loud, because I am embarrassed to say so, but I don't even know what that means anymore..... I haven't had a minute for myself in about 2 years and it's not looking good for at least the next 2 years... I am truely the busiest man I know, and I don't say that with pride.... it's my cross to bear..... I dug myself in to this hole.... I gotta dig myself out.... like I said.... I don't deserve any of you lovely peoples pity, I am a man, and I have to suck this up and put on the brave face.... It will get better, promise..  if sexy was a colour it would be red | |
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I hate to say this out loud, because I am embarrassed to say so, but I don't even know what that means anymore..... I haven't had a minute for myself in about 2 years and it's not looking good for at least the next 2 years... I am truely the busiest man I know, and I don't say that with pride.... it's my cross to bear..... I dug myself in to this hole.... I gotta dig myself out.... like I said.... I don't deserve any of you lovely peoples pity, I am a man, and I have to suck this up and put on the brave face....[/quote]
[quote] ~ tilts her head ~ you are a human you deserve compassion and unconditional love | |
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You all are angels for trying to help, really..... | |
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Mach said: I hate to say this out loud, because I am embarrassed to say so, but I don't even know what that means anymore..... I haven't had a minute for myself in about 2 years and it's not looking good for at least the next 2 years... I am truely the busiest man I know, and I don't say that with pride.... it's my cross to bear..... I dug myself in to this hole.... I gotta dig myself out.... like I said.... I don't deserve any of you lovely peoples pity, I am a man, and I have to suck this up and put on the brave face....
~ tilts her head ~ you are a human you deserve compassion and unconditional love He does and he is soo special, it saddens me..if sexy was a colour it would be red | |
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REDBABY said: Mach said: I hate to say this out loud, because I am embarrassed to say so, but I don't even know what that means anymore..... I haven't had a minute for myself in about 2 years and it's not looking good for at least the next 2 years... I am truely the busiest man I know, and I don't say that with pride.... it's my cross to bear..... I dug myself in to this hole.... I gotta dig myself out.... like I said.... I don't deserve any of you lovely peoples pity, I am a man, and I have to suck this up and put on the brave face....
~ tilts her head ~ you are a human you deserve compassion and unconditional love He does and he is soo special, it saddens me.. | |
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Mach said: REDBABY said: He does and he is soo special, it saddens me..if sexy was a colour it would be red | |
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Things can only get better. Stay strong babes...
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ok ok ken I am going to try to lift you ahem spirits 
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ella731 said: ok ok ken I am going to try to lift you ahem spirits
he has gone now if sexy was a colour it would be red | |
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REDBABY said: ella731 said: ok ok ken I am going to try to lift you ahem spirits
he has gone now damn I thought that may help lol | |
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edit [Edited 10/15/04 7:22am] Is there any place of refuge one can flee from this insanity | |
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