LOVING A MAN THAT DOESNT LOVE BACK....

i remember the day i met you....
my heart and mind on fire...
alive with hope and energy..
just like a sunday chior.

our souls danced as one...
our minds did the same...
we got on with our life..
you gave our daughter her name.

though we had the best of intentions...
we forgot to try....
we forgot to love...
and we started to lie.

the days grew long....
and the relationship cold.
we didnt try hard enough..
or so we were told.

many moons later...
we tried it again.
could we make it work ?
would we always be friends ?

i told you i was afraid...
and it was hard for me to trust...
you promised your heart..
my love was a must.

you told me you loved me...
with every fiber of your being...
but, im not sure this is love...
from the actions im seeing.

to be in love with a man,
who doesnt love me back...
its hard on my heart...
my emotions are turning black.

i dont understand..
why your love isnt true...
i dont understand,
what i am to do.

in the shower today....
i tried to wash you away...
the kisses you gave me,
when i saw you that day.

you touched me so tender..
you promised you'd be there...
i wanted you with me,
its all so unfair.

my family asked me not to..
my friends couldnt understand..
i asked them to trust me
i needed a man...

i turned my heart on everyone...
without knowing the facts....
i cant believe i fell for ....
a man who doesnt love me back.

going off to bed my ass.

nakedpianoplayer said:

OMG my heart is sad for you, hon I know what you mean...just remember that somewhere out there is the right man for you that will love you back and be deserving of your love