Scent of Dreams
By AlexNevaMind aka Travis



I passed you on the street last night
but it was only a dream
your eyes shown bright with longing
so far from you, so close to me
I talk to God daily
Asking him for just one more day with you
A chance to visit heaven
I give it all, just in a dream of you
I felt your breath on my neck
your hand on my wrist
the love in your heart
the heat of you soul, the tenderness in your kiss
I held you for a moment
our skin touching ever so softly
the smell of you covering me
overtaking me, holding me, caressing me
I feel so all alone at time
then you join me in my dreams
you show me that there is soo much more to live for
more than just your memories
but I want you back again
For another night in your arms
I give everything away
No more ego between us
That was the source of all the pain
Now all of that is gone
in the past
with my thoughts of you
I packed the last of your clothes today
the man on the corner will put them to good use
he thanked me for my donation
all I gave away was a part of you
I try each day to forget you
I know that I must carry on
But not a moment goest by
without a memory seeping thru
The weekend on the lake
the cabin just for me, just for you
that wonderful bottle of wine
That part of me, the taste of you
We drank slowly from the cup
our bodies intertwined
just for one moment
a moment in time
But those days are gone
I am alone here now
with nothing more
than the smell of you
I walk thru the house
see you sitting in your favorite chair
the paper at your feet
Nothing in your eyes but an empty stare
Your mother called today
She thanked me for being there for you
She misses you deeply
I think a little more than I do
I will give it all awayjust like you told me to
but your cologne I keep
Incase there is ever a night
That I don't dream of you

That is SO beautiful! Truly amazing!

amazing what u find going thru old journals

I went through one of my old ones the other day.

I found some pretty interesting shit, but NOTHING like that!

Had I wrote that, trust me I would have remembered.

You are very talented.

Sweeny79 said:

i think that was the last thing that i wrote, i was going thru sum chit then, now its like i have lost my muse, some say the greatest things come from heartache, maybe thats just too much pain

That's true....

I haven't wrote or painted in a while.

it sucks being happy

alexnevermind319 said:

excellent work. i like your writing style.