starkitty said:

This is wonderful. How you managed to condense a whole personality into just a few simple words. Quite, quite wonderful.

fauxnewbie said:

that's not my entire personality.

please don't kick me while i'm vulnerable and baring my soul.

that in particular is how i have seen myself at times, and i don't like it.

sometimes i wonder who the hell i think i am.

vanillachild said:

It was about yourself? I was only kidding, u know that. Besides, I don't think that's entirely true. I don't think for one minute u've ever truly thought yourself to be like that. With a little exaggerating and poetic license perhaps, but I'm sure u're aware there's more to you than superficiality and a back that is surely covered in spikes to protect people getting at your fleshy tummy.

Drank some beer and felt quite queer,
Though not as in 'bent', that's not what I meant,
But rather as in ill, I'd had my fill,
But kept on drinking, which got me thinking,
Could I stop if I had to, would I even want to?
Then my wife returned and my ears were burned,
Time for sleep she said so we went to bed.

fauxnewbie said:

that was my heart on my sleeve responding to you.

i think - that was me looking at my board persona from the outside.

i have been something resembling that in the past. i do believe i've learned from my missteps.

i think you're too young to be so insightful.

fauxnewbie said:

here, 'bent' can mean 'really drunk'.

self indulgence kitty style....

starrkitty soft to touch
soft to see
why dont we
exercise the rights to find
to find that venom in your spine
you rely on to beat
them to the punch wicked stuff
but thats enough
blow up that head anymore
then i've been seemin' to
kinda do
what can i say
kitty makes me wanna get
ohhh get up and say
show me your inner side
all i can say all i can pray
will you do this for me today
give me the incentive
gives me the power to
bring it to you again
starkitty flexin' look what you've
done to me
with that
venom you seek and send.....

lmao there u go...

vanillachild said:

I may be young but I look and feel really old

Missteps implies u'd change them if you had the chance. Ultimately they're not mistakes at all but rather absolutely necessary steps in the development of your character.

crazyhorse said:

don't worry about blowing my head up. i appreciate every word, i do, and i need that sometimes.

and i respect it coming from you.

thank you dear. this means a lot.

crazy i need a big crazyhorse hug but don't crush me ok?

fauxnewbie said:

yeah, i tried not to say 'mistakes', but yes, i get you.

well put. thanks.

Hard as stone, soft as silk,
Dark as the night, pale as milk,
Strong as granite, 'weak' as water,
Vast as the planets, small as an ant,
Shallow as a puddle, deep as Kant,
Earthy like the country, hip like the city,
The paradoxical beauty of the org's starkitty.

To Starkitty

Better keep it coming, otherwise ur slumming,
Looking like a vagrant lying on the pavement,
If you stop u stagnate, soon u'll be out of date,
If you can't compete you'll be obsolete
Before you wipe your shoes you need to pay your dues,
I'll let you in the door if you can bring some more,
But if ur tired then sleep, I'll be here getting deep,
Holding down the org while u are counting sheep.

huggs and mad love always...

(when my mind spins into it this flows in)

If I had to lose my smile
If I had to start stealin'
I would show you how, these things I do
Wound up feelings inside of me
Twist deeper but don't think

Footprints on broken child
Stains on the ceiling
It's gonna take awhile, before I do
Shades of colors twist
Fall in front of you
Memories no sight of you

You took my only world
Reverse me from healin'
Your mix matchin'words
You promised not to
Tried it just once then quit
Knew my life was inside of it

I went through the grind
I buried what I thought love had meant
Closed myself with inside if it
The fore mentioned wouldnt fit
Died alone waiting, to deep you couldnt get

Many years and many miles
To old to think of it
Still was floatin' through, like I do
Piles of a life that's spent
No questions I've been sent
Been like this since you went

(so end the spin,reality kicks back in)

Yeah I may be jumping your
Starting gun cant lie
What I think what I see
Is this waiting anticipating
Happening to me baby
Your love would break
Shake me down to
Shell of a former me

fauxnewbie said:

<--this is what it's come to.

thank you so much for verbalizing the paradox.

fauxnewbie said:

true

true

true

*mad snaps*

keep me in the game

crazyhorse said:

you're this big strong man... and this is what lies inside.

i love that.

paradox yourself.

nesseone said:

hi baby

i am really feeling the love here

crazyhorse said:

vanillachild said:

Ur welcome.

your welcome kitty aka sarsparilla sista

kitty----> <---crazy

vanillachild said:

hi honey

nesseone said:

dont get me started

LICK ME!!!!!

MostBeautifulGrlNTheWorld said:

I DECLARE THIS THREAD "JACKED"

crazyhorse said:

Why is that?

crazyhorse said:

MostBeautifulGrlNTheWorld said:

cause you are the jacker of threads. didnt say i cared, just it done been jacked

crazyhorse said:

Its a bad habbit I know