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Thread started 04/23/18 11:16am

pnv

Feeling stressed

Really feeling sad and stressed....
I guess I should have never read Prince Investigative Files😢😢
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Reply #1 posted 04/23/18 11:21am

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pnv said:

Really feeling sad and stressed....
I guess I should have never read Prince Investigative Files😢😢


Me too. Do I even want to read what's in There? Uhhgghh..those photos made me feel sick to my stomach. I feel very agitated and apprehensive. I never thought this would be how it ended for him. He was a beautiful spirit but obviously had demons. It breaks my heart he struggled for so long.
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Reply #2 posted 04/23/18 3:54pm

pnv

Krystalkisses said:

pnv said:

Really feeling sad and stressed....
I guess I should have never read Prince Investigative Files😢😢


Me too. Do I even want to read what's in There? Uhhgghh..those photos made me feel sick to my stomach. I feel very agitated and apprehensive. I never thought this would be how it ended for him. He was a beautiful spirit but obviously had demons. It breaks my heart he struggled for so long.



Do yourself a favor and don't....😢😢
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Reply #3 posted 04/23/18 3:59pm

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pnv said:

Really feeling sad and stressed....
I guess I should have never read Prince Investigative Files😢😢

Hence why I say what is the public good in knowing this stuff? People can get pissy at me all they want but what good is this doing anyone? All it’s doing is making people more sad and/or angry. It’s not solving anything and sure as hell isn't providing closure.
Paisley Park is in your heart
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Reply #4 posted 04/23/18 5:05pm

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pnv said:

Krystalkisses said:



Me too. Do I even want to read what's in There? Uhhgghh..those photos made me feel sick to my stomach. I feel very agitated and apprehensive. I never thought this would be how it ended for him. He was a beautiful spirit but obviously had demons. It breaks my heart he struggled for so long.



Do yourself a favor and don't....😢😢


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Reply #5 posted 04/23/18 5:10pm

pnv

rogifan said:

pnv said:

Really feeling sad and stressed....
I guess I should have never read Prince Investigative Files😢😢

Hence why I say what is the public good in knowing this stuff? People can get pissy at me all they want but what good is this doing anyone? All it’s doing is making people more sad and/or angry. It’s not solving anything and sure as hell isn't providing closure.



Ur right....😢😢
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Reply #6 posted 04/23/18 9:11pm

Layitdown

I spent all weekend going over it all...until the early hours of the am.

even my wife noticed that I was bothered and asked what was wrong.

Didn't realized that binge investigating had me bothered...

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Reply #7 posted 04/23/18 9:53pm

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rogifan said:

pnv said:
Really feeling sad and stressed.... I guess I should have never read Prince Investigative Files😢😢
Hence why I say what is the public good in knowing this stuff? People can get pissy at me all they want but what good is this doing anyone? All it’s doing is making people more sad and/or angry. It’s not solving anything and sure as hell isn't providing closure.

NONE.

"If you're living, you've got nothing left to prove..."
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Reply #8 posted 04/23/18 10:38pm

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Layitdown said:

I spent all weekend going over it all...until the early hours of the am.

even my wife noticed that I was bothered and asked what was wrong.

Didn't realized that binge investigating had me bothered...

Haha, we've all being doing it (well I have!). It's like reading a real life novel and at first it made more sense and thought yes probably an accident but when you read the actual details it in fact it's got me even more suspicious than I was before, as there are lots of unanswered questions and avenues that weren't sufficiently investigated.

[Edited 4/23/18 22:40pm]

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Reply #9 posted 04/23/18 10:51pm

Layitdown

TheFreakerFantastic said:

Layitdown said:

I spent all weekend going over it all...until the early hours of the am.

even my wife noticed that I was bothered and asked what was wrong.

Didn't realized that binge investigating had me bothered...

Haha, we've all being doing it (well I have!). It's like reading a real life novel and at first it made more sense and thought yes probably an accident but when you read the actual details it in fact it's got me even more suspicious than I was before, as there are lots of unanswered questions and avenues that weren't sufficiently investigated.

[Edited 4/23/18 22:40pm]

the conclusion that I've come 2 is that I don't think he was murdered...

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Reply #10 posted 04/23/18 10:59pm

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^ I'm not necessarily saying he was either but the investigation to me didn't seem thorough or detailed enough to rule it out.

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Reply #11 posted 04/23/18 11:08pm

Layitdown

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^ I'm not necessarily saying he was either but the investigation to me didn't seem thorough or detailed enough to rule it out.

Nevermind the "he say / she say" or anybody else. Just go off of his words alone. Read all that HE said the last couple of days... if the investigation was based on anything that he verbally spoke or written. What conclusion would U have?

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Reply #12 posted 04/23/18 11:54pm

Bassette

Me too, I' m feeling stressed too. I wish I could cuddle him. I didn't expect he would live in is own house like in a hotel. No thinking efforts have been made for coziness. Not enough shelves for his little things. But what a relief : NO RIFLES AND GUNS!!! I only love him more. O, I forgot: No pizza boxes.
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Reply #13 posted 04/24/18 1:05am

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Layitdown said:

TheFreakerFantastic said:

^ I'm not necessarily saying he was either but the investigation to me didn't seem thorough or detailed enough to rule it out.

Nevermind the "he say / she say" or anybody else. Just go off of his words alone. Read all that HE said the last couple of days... if the investigation was based on anything that he verbally spoke or written. What conclusion would U have?

That's assuming they were telling the truth.

It all seems to contradict Prince's strong reaction when the Dr. in Moline asked if he was suicidal. He looked directrly at her and said "Absolutely not!.

I guess his death is going to remain like his life, a mystery.

[Edited 4/24/18 1:15am]

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Reply #14 posted 04/24/18 2:51am

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Not read them, no intention to. Prince is still gone. I don't think there is anything to gain by reading all that and looking at his corpse, only more hurt.

Yeah, we'll, we'll try to imagine what silence looks like.
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Reply #15 posted 04/24/18 8:03am

pnv

Layitdown said:



TheFreakerFantastic said:


^ I'm not necessarily saying he was either but the investigation to me didn't seem thorough or detailed enough to rule it out.




Nevermind the "he say / she say" or anybody else. Just go off of his words alone. Read all that HE said the last couple of days... if the investigation was based on anything that he verbally spoke or written. What conclusion would U have?



Exactly, Prince comments to Judith was the biggest red flag!!! I was like OMG.....OK its time for some professional help...let's go. It just made my heart ache....
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Reply #16 posted 04/24/18 8:14am

pnv

TheFreakerFantastic said:



Layitdown said:




TheFreakerFantastic said:


^ I'm not necessarily saying he was either but the investigation to me didn't seem thorough or detailed enough to rule it out.




Nevermind the "he say / she say" or anybody else. Just go off of his words alone. Read all that HE said the last couple of days... if the investigation was based on anything that he verbally spoke or written. What conclusion would U have?




That's assuming they were telling the truth.



It all seems to contradict Prince's strong reaction when the Dr. in Moline asked if he was suicidal. He looked directrly at her and said "Absolutely not!.


I guess his death is going to remain like his life, a mystery.



[Edited 4/24/18 1:15am]



I think he was battling...sadness and depression....I believe he was willing to open up to the ones around him.....but the doctor yes a professional, but someone he did not know
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Reply #17 posted 04/24/18 8:33am

pnv

Layitdown said:



TheFreakerFantastic said:


^ I'm not necessarily saying he was either but the investigation to me didn't seem thorough or detailed enough to rule it out.




Nevermind the "he say / she say" or anybody else. Just go off of his words alone. Read all that HE said the last couple of days... if the investigation was based on anything that he verbally spoke or written. What conclusion would U have?


👍👍👍
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Reply #18 posted 04/24/18 8:38am

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Marrk said:

Not read them, no intention to. Prince is still gone. I don't think there is anything to gain by reading all that and looking at his corpse, only more hurt.


Apparently for some “fams” what’s to be gained is patting each other on the back because they think their theories/suspicions have now been validated by the information that was released. Or they can be the hero who painstakingly went through every document...for what I don’t know. So they know which associates to hate/boycott? confused
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Reply #19 posted 04/24/18 9:07am

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rogifan said:

Apparently for some “fams” what’s to be gained is patting each other on the back because they think their theories/suspicions have now been validated by the information that was released. Or they can be the hero who painstakingly went through every document...for what I don’t know. So they know which associates to hate/boycott? confused


nod Lesson to be learned? Trust no one. Some people here are still determined to drag Prince because that is exactly what they came here to do.

Welcome to "the org", Mumio…they can have you, but I'll have your love in the end nod
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Reply #20 posted 04/24/18 9:39am

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rogifan said:


Apparently for some “fams” what’s to be gained is patting each other on the back because they think their theories/suspicions have now been validated by the information that was released. Or they can be the hero who painstakingly went through every document...for what I don’t know. So they know which associates to hate/boycott? confused

So we can see the truth with our own eyes instead of being spoonfed lies.

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Reply #21 posted 04/24/18 10:27am

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pnv said:

TheFreakerFantastic said:

That's assuming they were telling the truth.

It all seems to contradict Prince's strong reaction when the Dr. in Moline asked if he was suicidal. He looked directrly at her and said "Absolutely not!.

I guess his death is going to remain like his life, a mystery.

[Edited 4/24/18 1:15am]

I think he was battling...sadness and depression....I believe he was willing to open up to the ones around him.....but the doctor yes a professional, but someone he did not know

Yes, I remember in his last year commenting with another fan how he suddenly seemed to be playing nice with people from the past and opening up to people, almost as if he knew he was going and wanted to leave things in a good way....but then why no will?!?!

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Reply #22 posted 04/24/18 11:21am

pnv

TheFreakerFantastic said:



pnv said:


TheFreakerFantastic said:



That's assuming they were telling the truth.



It all seems to contradict Prince's strong reaction when the Dr. in Moline asked if he was suicidal. He looked directrly at her and said "Absolutely not!.


I guess his death is going to remain like his life, a mystery.




[Edited 4/24/18 1:15am]



I think he was battling...sadness and depression....I believe he was willing to open up to the ones around him.....but the doctor yes a professional, but someone he did not know


Yes, I remember in his last year commenting with another fan how he suddenly seemed to be playing nice with people from the past and opening up to people, almost as if he knew he was going and wanted to leave things in a good way....but then why no will?!?!




I remember someone saying that he had a will...but whatever happen to it who knows..as far as him playing nice.. I think perhaps he was being reflective. In a way saying goodbye reaching out to old friends....sending monetary gifts out. I think that's why he was rushing to finish his book. He knew. Yes I believe the passing of a particular ex girlfriend had him in a certain mindset/mood. Some of the stuff he said to Judith Hill convinced me of that....his talking about the 'good old days".
[Edited 4/24/18 11:22am]
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Reply #23 posted 04/24/18 11:49am

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rogifan said:

Marrk said:

Not read them, no intention to. Prince is still gone. I don't think there is anything to gain by reading all that and looking at his corpse, only more hurt.

Apparently for some “fams” what’s to be gained is patting each other on the back because they think their theories/suspicions have now been validated by the information that was released. Or they can be the hero who painstakingly went through every document...for what I don’t know. So they know which associates to hate/boycott? confused

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Have you ever been lied to? Have you ever had a dear friend betray you? Do you know what that kind of emotional pain feels like? Have you ever lost a loved one?

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Seems as though you don't care that Prince had enablers and he was being used. I guess you don't value those kinds of things?

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To say that some of us are "patting each other on the bacK" and trying to be hero's........I just don't get your line of thinking. I find your comments to be insulting and uncalled for.

"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #24 posted 04/24/18 11:51am

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PennyPurple said:

rogifan said:


Apparently for some “fams” what’s to be gained is patting each other on the back because they think their theories/suspicions have now been validated by the information that was released. Or they can be the hero who painstakingly went through every document...for what I don’t know. So they know which associates to hate/boycott? confused

So we can see the truth with our own eyes instead of being spoonfed lies.

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I guess some people here don't care about the TRUTH.

"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #25 posted 04/24/18 12:16pm

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cloveringold85 said:



rogifan said:


Marrk said:

Not read them, no intention to. Prince is still gone. I don't think there is anything to gain by reading all that and looking at his corpse, only more hurt.


Apparently for some “fams” what’s to be gained is patting each other on the back because they think their theories/suspicions have now been validated by the information that was released. Or they can be the hero who painstakingly went through every document...for what I don’t know. So they know which associates to hate/boycott? confused

Have you ever been lied to? Have you ever had a dear friend betray you? Do you know what that kind of emotional pain feels like? Have you ever lost a loved one? Seems as though you don't care that Prince had enablers and he was being used. I guess you don't value those kinds of things? To say that some of us are "patting each other on the bacK" and trying to be hero's.....I just don't get your line of thinking. I find your comments to be insulting and uncalled for.


Clover, you and I rarely (ok....never) agree but with the bolded? Yes.

Those of us who choose to view, disect, ponder, etc., the case files are no more, or less, fans of Prince. I know I do it because I am trying to understand how a man with this much talent, drive, success, devotion succumbed to such an insidious disease and why no one could help him find his way back from it.

"Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence......." ~ DESIDERATA ~ Max Ehrmann
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Reply #26 posted 04/25/18 10:54am

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NotACleverName said:

cloveringold85 said:

Have you ever been lied to? Have you ever had a dear friend betray you? Do you know what that kind of emotional pain feels like? Have you ever lost a loved one? Seems as though you don't care that Prince had enablers and he was being used. I guess you don't value those kinds of things? To say that some of us are "patting each other on the bacK" and trying to be hero's........I just don't get your line of thinking. I find your comments to be insulting and uncalled for.

Clover, you and I rarely (ok....never) agree but with the bolded? Yes. Those of us who choose to view, disect, ponder, etc., the case files are no more, or less, fans of Prince. I know I do it because I am trying to understand how a man with this much talent, drive, success, devotion succumbed to such an insidious disease and why no one could help him find his way back from it.

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IKR? eek

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I am generally a peaceful and loving person and I don't enjoy conflict. I get upset when people try to imply that what we are doing is wrong or trying to pat ourselves on the back (or whatever). I mean, really! rolleyes

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None of us are looking for any type of reward -- only the TRUTH!!

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God knows, I wish Prince was still here -- I hate this shit (and I don't like saying hate either).

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prince

"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #27 posted 04/25/18 11:17am

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cloveringold85 said:



NotACleverName said:


cloveringold85 said:


Have you ever been lied to? Have you ever had a dear friend betray you? Do you know what that kind of emotional pain feels like? Have you ever lost a loved one? Seems as though you don't care that Prince had enablers and he was being used. I guess you don't value those kinds of things? To say that some of us are "patting each other on the bacK" and trying to be hero's.....I just don't get your line of thinking. I find your comments to be insulting and uncalled for.



Clover, you and I rarely (ok....never) agree but with the bolded? Yes. Those of us who choose to view, disect, ponder, etc., the case files are no more, or less, fans of Prince. I know I do it because I am trying to understand how a man with this much talent, drive, success, devotion succumbed to such an insidious disease and why no one could help him find his way back from it.



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IKR? eek


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I am generally a peaceful and loving person and I don't enjoy conflict. I get upset when people try to imply that what we are doing is wrong or trying to pat ourselves on the back (or whatever). I mean, really! rolleyes


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None of us are looking for any type of reward -- only the TRUTH!!


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God knows, I wish Prince was still here -- I hate this shit (and I don't like saying hate either).


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prince






The problem is we’re never going to find the whole truth. The only one who knows is no longer here. Instead what we get are assumptions and speculations (based on the information we do have) presented as truth. Go through all the interviews....how do we know who to believe and who’s lying or only telling partial truth? And are they doing this to protect themselves or Prince’s privacy or both?

I’m disgusted that all this private information is now public, available for anyone to download and view. It’s appalling that any media outlet or fan on social media would show photos of his dead body. Makes me sick to my stomach. I don’t need to know the private hell he was going through. If he wanted to share that with fans he would have done so. And yes I wish he was still here too. sad
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Reply #28 posted 04/25/18 11:37am

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something that relieved some of my stress. i went to celebration this year and i went on the Chazz

tour. it relieved me to hear him say that Prince didn't go without love as a child. He had love coming

from all angles. Aunties, his Grandma and and Chazz's grandma and ladies who where like family in the community. He said it makes the family so

sad to hear people say he went unloved. he said it is not true. He said that Prince was strong

willed and simply didn't want to follow the rules most times. He said once he was asked to do his

chores before going out to be with friends and P refused. He said that he said to P, "hey man all you(we) have to do is do these few chores and we are out of here" and P said no i don't wanna. Chazz was articulate and honest i felt in his telling of moments in P's life that he shared. this

really relieved some deep sadness that i had about that being a dominant narrative of his life.

i hope in a way this relieves someone else who may have stress about him being young and unloved.

best.

to add all the above that i said Chazz said, was said with love and humor in my view.

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Reply #29 posted 04/25/18 11:42am

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rogifan said:

cloveringold85 said:

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IKR? eek

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I am generally a peaceful and loving person and I don't enjoy conflict. I get upset when people try to imply that what we are doing is wrong or trying to pat ourselves on the back (or whatever). I mean, really! rolleyes

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None of us are looking for any type of reward -- only the TRUTH!!

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God knows, I wish Prince was still here -- I hate this shit (and I don't like saying hate either).

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prince

The problem is we’re never going to find the whole truth. The only one who knows is no longer here. Instead what we get are assumptions and speculations (based on the information we do have) presented as truth. Go through all the interviews....how do we know who to believe and who’s lying or only telling partial truth? And are they doing this to protect themselves or Prince’s privacy or both? I’m disgusted that all this private information is now public, available for anyone to download and view. It’s appalling that any media outlet or fan on social media would show photos of his dead body. Makes me sick to my stomach. I don’t need to know the private hell he was going through. If he wanted to share that with fans he would have done so. And yes I wish he was still here too. sad

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I understand how you feel, but don't you think that the people who did Prince wrong should be held accountable? Why should it all just be swept under the carpet? News is coming out that his associates were stealing money from him. They knew he was sick and they waited around for him to die so they could collect. There are no words for people like that!! mad

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