Dear God, would U mind impressing me with the knowledge of who has to be petitioned to give me the the right to breath please. I'm just confused, this isn't in my journal and most of the words on here don't come from my journal. This is what i can pull out of the Ether. We can't value the inestimable until we value Spirit. I am all the richer not money wise but otherwise because i value Spirit and it's place in my life. I can't explain what it feels like to have it gushing into your body at a million miles an hour in a flash. HOT! I Love It, i wouldn't be without It. Start at a billion and work down from there. So now it's true i've got a thing. It's true i write to this mob here all about it. I'm such a sucker for it. I can't help raving about it. I just Love the way i feel. Not when i drop like a stone, well, i will let myself get that blissed out. My rent's paid automatically, no worries here. How about that piece from Billboard. Now if i have this straight we have to make the distinction between promoters, publishers and none musician producers. Producers that don't have composition and playing training. There isn't a place for Spirit in the minds and hearts of some people and sorry folks but that's the problem right there. We have a secular society that accounts only for the venal. Flash across the toolbar. As i write and i also, am a Calligrapher, my writing is an Art. The watercolor painting is one of many hobbies or the other way. I just have to write something daily. So it effects me viscerally. That twerp said Shakespeare didn't own his work last night. I was furious. When i am in a rapt state of being and it feels so beautiful and i write from there it is my work. Those that don't possess this gift don't understand the SANCTITY of it. This is between us and God and this must be acknowledged before we are truly valued for our contribution to this sad lonely, joyless, prison the world is for some. U feel nice. My hands suddenly become soft and very sensitive, hello. One of my gifts is words. It's the 8th wonder of the world, writing. It is my pleasure. I can make U smile or cry. I can make U laugh at Ur own humanity. I've stripped me down to the bone and found it's not that bad after all. Oh this is the point, all of this is me. Exposing my vulnerability to show it won't kill u to be honest with self. I am glad i took the time. I don't recommend it for pussies. Don't do it alone either. Will U stop it i'm going to have to put the fan on i've broken out in a sweat, it's winter U know. I'm not kidding. I've come over all hot and bothered. Oh i can just imagine what that sets off. I paid the electric bill no wonder i'm bitter. We all know my total bill for the year according to the Ombudsmans office is $120 about. I paid, $248 odd for about 90 days use of total green power. Like they can tell, as if. I am overdressing in wool clothes to stop using the heaters. The oven is the last resort, 3 phase and cheaper. I've been in this conservation race for many decades, saving electricity is 2nd nature to me. I was taught to value it as a child. What were other parents teaching their children? Mine look like paragons of virtue compared to others now. I know they were just ordinary working class and i looked down on their origins. Not on them mind u, just the state they had had to live in because the upper class had this attitude that they didn't have to sully their hands with work. Well thing is, us lower class got a fair dollop of grey matter and they didn't. Suck it up. Then some of us decided to capitalize on our educations in the real world and got the 'on the job' training. The jargon was double Dutch to my parents, maybe, not me. When there is situation that would deny the right of an Artist to derive the fair recompence for their work. I feel the screams of injustice and i have bullshit radar like u wouldn't believe. We exploit musical Artists. Our joy is their work. Ok so i rave on so, it means the world to me. Others not so much maybe. It reaked of injustice, which amused me, the juxtaposition, it came from the doj and contained so many weasel words it shocked me. From the land of the free, to take advantage of the talented to support those without. This world depends on those creative Souls and then badgers the hell out of them. 'Let the baker bake the bread.' Again, do the same, or just run that clip, over and over. I have the day or two to wait to refill that account and then i can do the biz on the phone Alexia told me. it allows me to get my papers securely. Good. I will go over the points i wrote out in the journal and reread it to find the others. I also noted the date, from memory, April 8, this year. I have a letter dated the same date from a mutual friend. This year then? Interesting, have sales gone up in certain genres? It's him. I just buzzzzzed on it. Always the same, if it seems like some kind of magic everybody jumps on to it. Stop it linda. What was that about the swelled head. Hey i just raved on about that HOT man and the rest is just ripples in a pond. So? It looks like it's not going away. Not only has a positive effect but one that lasts. What has he got? There would be some difficulty defining exactly what the Spirit part of in-spiration really amounts to. It's a different kind of weasel word. It really means in filled with Spirit, not air. It's very clever how the root words have hooks for understanding to hang on. I didn't know how i was going to put my arms around the world and hug it i just put it on here and left it to him. He's got enough Love in him to go around the world, he did the rest. First establish the fact that I Love the world and then look out for my size 7 and a half boots. I'll kick it up the rear if i have to, i believe in tough Love. Iron fist, velvet glove. My children felt safe because of my strength. Not cruelty, strength. Love doesn't know any bounds. An overhaul of the 'consent to decree' wtf is that? La de da words to say they are giving themselves the right to filch money off the Artists? Get real, this is the 21st century and we have scholars that can run rings around that kind of blatant grab for money because hey looka here it's a gold mine, especially back catalogues that silly old women buy by the dozen! I want the rest of his work. So what's the problem about them having a radio station of their own. Co-operatives and collectives and here it's community radio stations. Flash across the toolbar again. Friends fine, foes be damned. We, the older generations, have for a long time, allowed the youth obsessed culture to relegate us to the back of the line and the margins. We become the undercurrent of alternative culture and we take the power away from them by our own private enterprize of the green kind. No worries. Can do, when do i start? Can we get the kindergarten kids started first and the old folks growing the seedlings. Tree planting has to be part of the picture too. Women's powertool workshops would be useful for them, to learn how to use tools from men who would love to meet women like them. I'm being very lateral just now. Well i want everyone hooked up. Joni MItchell looks stunning in that photo. This bit is about the part in the declaration of Human Rights about the trades professionals having to be protected. It's about safety. This country can cook ur nuts and power lines are dangerous if taken lightly. I'm the widow of an electrician. Those safety regulations are so multistorey buildings don't end up blazing infernos like we have seen recently because of sub standard building materials. Safety standards are not there to obstruct legitamate businesses making profit only the sheisters and crooks and of course they will try to pass this as a way of breaking what's left of the union movement here. Always where ther is potential for profit there is also potential for rorts and rip offs. Women's auxilliaries associated with the trades would keep them honest, the sods will rip each other off if they aren't constantly reminded they have to have integrity or the women will give them no sex. Unions are to prevent corporate tycoons from stealing the common wealth. I know it's almost a dirty word but it accounts for why there are so few lives lost because of shoddy work in the first world over the last 40 years. How many buildings have fallen on people, how many house fires caused by bad wiring. Comparitively few because we have a higher value on human life than they do where they have overpopulation, what's a few million lives here and there, they can afford them. Looking out for the tall poppy syndrome(kinda makes me glad i'm a giant dwarf), we kinda hope some will excel and the rest of us will grow from it too. I hide the sweet part of me behind the bitter part, hey, doesn't that mean i'm balanced? Good that was the aim. I don't believe it he's done it again. I'm very fond of the sweety. Sees good in everything, dopey git. See what i mean go on back u go, in the heart where i know where u are. Feeling kinda mutable, this Love is irrefutable. Where did that emerge from? A wellspring of joy. It's a relief to know i'm only one of the ones that do this. Transmute energy i mean. I'm sure it goes around the world in a wave form. This could be any number of things. It appears one thing in this dimension we don't know what it does in the etheric. This is like that thing out of 'Cream.' 'u got the horn so why don't u blow it?' This is the horn and i'm blowing it. I've got this on a paper i have stuck up to read, 'A good indignation releases all of ones powers.' Walt Whitman, maybe, or was it, Emerson. Mark Twain? It's a matter of Art. I have it in my blood. I'm not happy that office types would pretend they can manage this better than Artists. Ok in some cases and then we are expecting integrity. Bloody money managers. I've been trained in commerce to make sure it doesn't rip me off. For some strange reason this is the only place i've wanted to put my thoughts down. I want them used for good and this is the place i trust they will be. For some unknown reason i trust this man. These words are not much in themselves but that's the wonder of it. How i arrange them here and he arranges them there and swishes them all around and wonder comes out everywhere. I never imagined it that way. I saw and understood what it was to have a life that to u seemed like a work of Art God was making. 'Theives in the temple.' gave me the concept of life as a work of Art. I started looking for examples of it. Now God is watching for those of us that are ready to see with the other sight. When i was doing the work that ran my home like a dream it was like living in one. I made homewares and such and lived the dream. The bitter times just brought the sweet times into sharper focus. I would have missed half of the joy had it not been for the sorrow as well. A Sovereign Being is one that abides by the rule of Law beyond the call of duty and has their own life under their own jurisdiction within the law of the land. It's nothing more than an attitude of mind. I make my life my way under the law. The rest of humanity not withstanding or i'll kick their arse. I abide by the law. I live peacefully, i only rant out loud a bit and i don't impose my will on others overtly. I lead by example if they are too stupid to follow it that's their lookout, i'm busy. Now i've honed up my typing skills to be of use to me writing a book. I just have to find out what book? The pro-consul at the consulate told me i'd had a very interesting career, darling u wouldn't believe the half of it. I've only just begun, it's not over yet either. I wasn't implored to read that article for no reason. I am an Eagle/Beaver. I can't let U down. When u've been bashed if u hear a lie it's like being punched in the guts. What doesn't ring true really shouts. It's true, when u have a lot of law u have very little justice. We humans kind of get lost in the paperchase. I Love that line of Judge Judy's, 'Truth is the absolute defence.' Let's see some. Well maybe Daddy has found something to do with me after all. U know i would have thought that Prince has earned this like this. I'm sure every other One has someone like me that thinks the Sun shines out of his earholes. This just happens to be here for me to use to express it. Ok i happen to like writing and i've had 40 odd years practice, i'm pretty good at it. I also got trained in how to 'win friends and influence people' so i could avoid it, well not with this. I'm not bothered about winning anything, influence i've got when i want to, i just want him to know he's appreciated completely. Well as much as possible. Amazing what a bit of praise like they've never seen before can do aye! It's truth of course that's the power of it. In all honesty there's no one on this planet important enough to me to lie for. It gets on my wick, u know i ain't ready nor ever would be and neither would anyone else. That mob back up there again i hate seeing that word. They haven't anything to do with me, there isn't a drop of love in them. I reserve the right to hate evil in any form. They are the epitome of hate. I guess they are at the bottom of all those murders in Tunisia yesterday. That's it Brits, choose very carefully where u take the tourist dollar in future. We are targets now. They don't accept or understand the personal integrity it takes to have the kind of land we live in there. My Mother said it takes all kinds to make a world and Mother, it takes all being kind to make it work. Mother this isn't working for me, either take me off this planet or put me in a better country thanks. I'm not happy here. I'll have the papers lodged this week. I don't know how long it will take after that. I'm going to just ask for an Entre Port paper, save the time. They'll send that to me. Better if i'm there to apply for the passport. I was born there it's got to be easier then. I was shuffling the Medicine cards when 4 fell out together. I was wondering why i feel so hemmed in. The four is the Butterfly Spread. Fox was looking at me when i turned them over. Which is North, South, East and West. That would have made it clearer but the main point i got was that it was covering just about every question i had and all the feelings i had too. Elk the Rune assured me i can hack it. It's such a good song to belt out that one of Bill's, 'Heartbreak Road.' killer line that one, 'I believe that Love's a good teacher, even if it don't work out, u ain't ever gonna understand it, 'til u get right down in it, and find out what it's all about.' I Love singing that one. U know this new thing is great with the random verses we have to add the rest to, it's called brain exercise. I've learned most of the words to all of his, Prince's songs (me faves i mean) and learning all the others too. I also found one of Joni Mitchells 'Both sides now.' came to mind today. That's the other 'thing' about music and verse. We are going to get u. U don't stand a chance, we are trained in this world and the other, to penetrate ur consciousness, that is what we are doing here. So catch on quick u dozey gits this is hard work ok! Where's my peace pipe? The other thing that came to mind was 'The boat that rocked.' if u don't get the radio licenses then buy a cruise ship and set up like Caroline did off the coast. Who decides who get's a license to broadcast and if there's a hassle, broadcast from off shore. We don't want to go against the grain but if there isn't another way truth is an absolute defence, we weren't given another choice. In the preamble to the Charter of Human Rights it says, if the people are left without any other recourse, well, we'll just rock ur socks off some other way. In commerce this is called diversification, it's taken a long time. Oprah has her own tv channel network thingy, bit slow off the mark aren't u lot, why don't u have the confidence to back him? Don't u just put in an application to the broadcasting service in whatever department it's in? This is a Soul and Spirit Station and we're going to rock off socks. U know something like that. Comedy 'hour' from 5 to 7pm every evening so that folks can listen during dinner(with the children) and have a laugh. Ok so it's two hours, such is the nature of the Soul and Spirit Station. We give u such a good time it expands. U always have more time than u think. I didn't ask for that to turn up there it just came to my mind. How do i value that, highly is all i need to say. Spirit sits on my shoulder when the need is there. It engulfs me at times. Shivers it's way right down to my toes.

That my darlings is ur lot. I could keep going but that would be over the limit. To u all in deep gratitude for this grant Infinite and eternal peace, joy and Love, take care, God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx