I will b b4 long at this rate. Quick trip to get milk, i need cow lactations for my tea and cream for my coffee. Color me green about the concert at the White house. I've seen them two together, i'm sure Prince is the one that Stevie tells to 'play as funky as u like Slim' on one of the ones on 'Songs in the key of life.' I'd have been certain i'd died and gone to Heaven. As long as i've got this music and me cup of tea etc. i'm cool enough. It's wanting more that screws it up. Someone impressed his Soul shadow on my mind about 25 years ago, i'm planning on spending another 25 enjoying the last 2 and a half years all over again and again if u don't mind thank u. Well God, am i going to copy the lines i wrote out or not? The Funkilirium u've got me in don't have no cure, thank God. I'd be lost without u and u know it. This is as wonderful as the day it began. Would u want a cure for this, i think it's called terminal Love. I think i Love this Lovesick feeling bcoz if that's the power it fits hand in glove. We've extra value added the product and compounded the interest, i call the mucho dividends and we've not ever met yet even - wow! I daren't tell u what u mean to me, u'd never come down again. Blue skies and a reason to smile is all i'll confess to under duress. Seriously until this was here to catch me i was in free fall. I ran out of bullcrap to keep blowing bubbles then Andrew gave me the new gizmo and here we are. Ok not so far really but i'm not in a hurry to indulge more sensory overload than i have just now. That tweet 'Don't know what He'll do with u when He get's u.' is taunting me still, i'm sure that the questioner will know in the instant, He knows all of my skills and strengths and i am custom built to work. How many things have changed in my life without me going very far to change. I have a draw full of ah bras where once i hadn't any, all colors, suspenders hanging off a boob shelf i never had before. Who is this woman. Lingerie, i can't even spell it, i wouldn't indulge in women's frippery, i gave up on it, don't give them anything to whinge about, there wasn't any reason to indulge my femininity i ignored it. Yes dearheart, twice i've broken down and let this music put me back together again. This would be 3 times i guess. I am able to cry my heart out and live through it when this music has the same sentiments. So alike it's painful. I decided i would make my own cloths because i've got my own style, i'm allowed, listen to Prince, he'll give u permission to be urself again. That's who he gave me to fall back on. Some fool on the Prince party uk thing wrote Prince would never last, i cracked up, oh dear what rock has that one been under for the past so many decades Prince has been honing his skill in. I never forget the look on his face at the concert in London, playing Purple Rain, he heads towards the camera with the look that says i'm coming to get u and there's not a damn thing u can do about it ok baby! Tell the darling we're all well and truly got. Me personally, since 1990 let's say, it was a couple of years before when things started filtering through down here it's paltry compared to up there. It was fine before but now it's getting on my nerves. Right now though i don't give a monkey's cuss coz Bill Withers is singing 'Heartbreak Road.' Top song. So true. 'u ain't ever gonna understand it unless u get right down in it.' if i didn't Love the Truth i could hate that. It ruins me self preservation model. Right so it applies to everyone else not me. I'm immune. Self deluded fool. Don't we only break down when the reality doesn't match our expectations? I've tried to keep my expectations within my capacity to meet them. I'm trying to be realistic. Beyond belief is a touch to far to reach, God will think i want Heaven. Well when this feeling washes over me i am tempted to believe i've got it now. I literally howl when i'm feeling gratitude, i wonder if God knows it feels that good? OH just to reiterate i mean God when i write it, He knows it too. U think i find this easy to believe? All of the truth of it is in that song. I've hungered for a song like that to describe how it feels beyond belief to Love so much it can't be real. I'm not quite sure i'm able to believe it. Surprise and please is the only goal this has honestly, nothing more than that. I wanted a chance to rave about how much i get out of his work as much as i want to as long as i like and as often too. Ssssh, don't tell anyone, it's winter here and i'm warm again, apart from the new velour lined tights i've got on i mean, i might only need one more woolly cardigan. Something about sitting down to do this seems to wrap me up in a warmth that going to cost the electricity peddlers lots of dosh. Ooowah, that's a powerful man that. Mmmm, getting a bit warmer too. I can feel him in my fingertips. It so tickles. I wonder did we find the fly in the ointment that is blanketing my energy field. I did warn evil would do everything it could to stop the light energy from doing the healing on the Etheric that we have the power to do. I'm surprised it's doubted. I was so happy to get that message about Weasel medicine. It won't happen this time. We are far too wise now. That other that would prefer it if the work wasn't done won't know it's done, we don't need a fanfare, it's a volunteers thing. With me, He only has to let me know what He wants fixing and i'll find a way to do it, instantly if i can or as soon as possible otherwise. I don't like anything but housework to mount up. I've got a bit of scripture i trot out if it gets hard, 'I'd rather suffer in the flesh than fail to please God.' That get's me over the hard yakka. It's a different matter with the passport, dealing with boffins and the other leaves me too many chances to lose it, my temper or money or both. I only trust this thing so far. Someone with more knowledge of it's operation wouldn't have my reticence to jump into this shark infested mire of pond scum. I've seen samples on the national broadcaster for one reason or another that's what it contains and i've limited my trips to this site. It's not believed but it's the only one i regularly visit. When i have other things i want to do on it i'll learn how until then this is the only purpose it has for me apart from the paperwork. I'm still coming to terms with the idea i've got the equipment to write to my heart's content here on this machine. I enjoy this but not enough to do more than this on it for now. Capacity without any reason. Makes me want to vanish. I hate not being useful. Lookout, any closer and i'll have to strip. I did dress after the shower for the extra cold in here. Bless u. I'll give Spirit a week to get the crap off my back and see if i can push it through. Then again this is so good i'm concerned to lose this if i am not meant to. This couldn't be done for every artist/writer, it's only intended for this one Prince. The reflected shine is for all the others that have been part of this wonder but not the major part Prince has been. It's not that other's aren't as significant it's just that they didn't have the same sentiment as he expressed for me through his songwriting and music. I mean for Heaven's sake i wouldn't want that many to have the power to reduce me to tears all the time, everyday. To u all i deep gratitude for this grant Infinite and eternal peace, joy and Love, take care, God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx