That is the object of the exercise i would have thought however as nothing is a given in life such a crazy ride it is indeed. Oh so exhilarating isn't it, we are never to be bored. I rang my nephew in uk and gas bagged for an hour and a half, see the soddin' phone works for international calls just not that one at Chanhassen, i know i keep getting the engaged signal even at odd hours. It's not something i would let myself be daunted by and there is another avenue. I have the writing pad on the table handy. I wasn't happy with the other pen so i changed to the one i know i can fill easily. Once i start i don't want to be sidetracked with ink. I have to soak the calligraphy nibs longer it wasn't the color i was after. I don't get that lead line but if the question is one i would have to answer i wouldn't get down and crawl if i was the quest. Not to be daunted is the motto i've held to, exactly when, i don't know. I haven't written anything on here that i would expect anyone else to take any heed of. I felt i had some questions to answer to myself and i put me through the hoops to see if i would be able to get up again. I've be given certain gifts and i don't feel i have the capacity to do them justice some days. I had to put that qualifier, i mean i don't understand where i get the authority i write with i just accept that i have to write what is in my heart and the devil take the hindmost. 'Strange Relationship.' Oh u got that right too. Such a motivating factor. Oh i've watched him i can't get enough now i've got this device. I'm restraining myself for the minute i will wait until i can recharge when i overdose, and i will overdose. He's just that kind of medicine, we can't not never ever get enough. Only make sure he has a rest between now and then, u know, the next albums. Let's not wear him out ok. So how we get this happy ever after really depends on how many want that same ever after. Happy for me is not the same as happy for any other how wonderful that is to me. It gives me confidence to say there is enough u know, there always will be, it's the nature of our world. I would rather not speak about the thingy here just now let me get over the mortifying embarassment at the way a very important opportunity was reduced to a photo opportunity for the domestic market instead of being the stage to set the 'doh' for the next decades worth of pollution reduction targets. How marvellous that 'coup de gras' over the emissions targets before those two important leaders were here. Well done United States. I Love those examples of sheer genius. Ooooh, it's HOT! See that's how u do it. Now we design the systems that can be integrated into others so that we transition to the clean energy without the horrible prospects if we don't. It's easy for me to understate what has happened it's not something we should be patting ourselves on the back over before we've lifted the air quality, all Aquarians will like that. That first lead line was weird, 'shut up, i'm telling your daddy.' Not this side u ain't, and God knows about me, He's had to put up with me for a very long time, He's not sick of it enough yet to clock me off, i must still be amusing Him. I wonder if i'm just here to testify to how long it's taken to get some of this work undertaken at last rather than wait another 14 years to get the water situation settled. I was shouted down before i even had a chance to put my idea to anyone to 'droughtproof' this country back in 2000. Well people how far behind do they look now? I have had this desire, i don't allow myself to have any ambitions it's just not done, i'm a female see, so i can't do this i'm not qualified in any sciences either, i don't have the technology to do it, i just know it has to be done and i feel this land requires it done the way i've drawn it and buried underground as well. It's only one continent and this waterpipeline should have gone in all continents many many decades ago, u men all look rather dim to me just now, sorry, not the one that motivate this and those that invented this for me to write on, no, those other twerps all those decades ago that didn't do the work, worldwide to secure the water for the fauna, u and me included. I will get over the back referencing, it's history and i don't think we need to keep repeating it. I am sure the only way i'm going to forget the past is being too busy with the present to think of it. Hence this. It's just for the interim to remind me i have traveled a long time. I mean come on, it's only a little 'l' extra, i was already on the letter and it's looks odd travelled with only one el. Minor adjustments and there are more, i got another, what if, i couldn't handle having to be the best me i can be when i'm not feeling the best me i can be and have just one of those days of not wanting to excel that day, or hour or whatever. It's that thing with time. Who's time, us mortals or Theirs, our Mother and Father? For all we have the capacity to be Infinite and eternal Beings it's not that easy of acquisition 'consciously' for me all the time. Others, well, it is for each to know. I watched ur President address a University here somewhere, i didn't pay heed, i was so chuffed he encouraged the students to keep the message going to the parliament over climate change. Ah, i sighed when they gave him a standing ovation. How gracious of him to make the time to address them. They showed their appreciation for his, i don't know, they could have felt it as 'trust' in them to make the difference we need them to make in the case of us running out of steam before we grab that brass ring. So begins the unstoppable wave of Love or i'll eat my crisps. To start with there was a show on the national long ago about a man making clothes with strips of pvc's glued on them to make a thermal suit of some kind solar powered. The point being that these strips about half or an inch wide pulled 30% more energy from the Sun because of the extra ridge on the sides of each cell. The gap between them was about the same too. I haven't heard anymore about it. The application i would imagine would be para or quadraplegics maybe. I'm not sure. The simple logic of the extra two sides catching more from the Sun attracted me to it funny it's gone very quiet here about it. That one's on, 'Breakdown.' I keep doing that i wonder when it's going to stop. I don't mind really, it's good to know i'm not too tightly wrapped to weep when i feel sad. I always breakdown when it's a breakthrough, i Love realizing whatever it is and then that i won't have to deal with that again. Oh, it's always something i've held onto longer than i needed it. This is my record of challenges and accomplishment avoided at all cost. I am finding the disappearing cursor marker quite confusing but i don't doubt i'll get used to it first and then find it marvellous. Still it takes a bit of getting used to. I was to put something in about how time is being compressed by the acceleration of expansion. I wasn't sure how it was easy for me to comprehend it but the simplest way i got it was when the commercial chanels on tv compress sound it increases the volume. Lots of people here complained about the ads on tv going louder than the volume of the program they were watching. I was curious about how i knew this was happening to climate change then, in 2000. That tipping point is the accelarator. We are reaching the future ahead of the time we were expected to. The forward estimates for this have been grossly short termed. I'm not surprised those talks were successful. I mean honestly what could they say, we've got a problem, (no shit Sherlock) we have to solve this quickly. As individuals we make a huge difference every time we alter the way we use the light switch or the way we meet another need we didn't really have we just thought we had, someone had made us think it was cool. I watch my self talk too. I am responsible it's not someone elses fault. I play at that for the laugh i may get, it's a laugh, not serious. I have spent all of my life since the horse riding accident making sure i take the blame for what happens to me, no one else. I don't play the blame game for real, I drilled down so far after that horse let me fall off, no, me, not holding the two reins but having them under my thigh whilst i put my gloves on that, and that alone is the reason i fell off, i didn't have control of my horse. That's a doozie of an excuse to not have a life of some kind. I thought of another today too, i didn't have a tv here until about 1980. I've led a very sheltered life, well, i've tried to keep out of it. I relied on the radio. Something, could have been a quote, Einstein i think, 'Find something ur interested in get on with it and don't tell anyone.' Something along those lines, my secret thing, i'm doing it here and now, ssssh, don't tell anyone, this is it. Writing has always been like a guilty secret. Well never u mind about any other. I certainly haven't kept this much of a secret, i haven't broadcast it that much, i might blurt out what i'm happy about, maybe, depends on how socially deprived i feel that day.Another thing too, i am not responsible for the insight anyone gets out of this writing, it took the reader to make the light come on. I might be a bit of fuel that flares up as the vision turns them to it. It's not the same as the light Prince switches on time and time again when i have something to sort out in my mind. Better that i don't ask too many questions why it works. I caught myself dancing precisely in time to one track completely oblivious to doing it. I Love that. It only happens with the ones that were pre-1993. Wonder if that very off putting error message will be there this time, i'm yawning it's time i conked out for now. To u all in deep gratitude for this grant Infinite and eternal peace, take care, God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx

Welcome to my Thanksgiving moment. U all know i'm thankful for this BIG TIME. Oh u tease. How wonderful to play this way, the lead line is playing, 'Let's pretend we're married.' Smartalec. It's just so coooool. I Love it. Now to blow ur mind in return, long ago i spoke of a dress i bought at Lifeline one day, canary yellow with black writing all over it, well squiggles that could be wondered about and sorta look like running writing, (cursive?) i said of it, it was so 'Prince' well wouldn't it rot ur socks there he is jumping around in a silk version of the fabric, well it looks similar, see i knew it was like his personality. I couldn't believe my eyes, i've NEVER seen this video before the other day, it was recorded in 1991, HOT as. It knocked my sox off. I'm still grinning. The coffee was a ten this morning too. Apart from this, i'm intrigued as to what this happily ever after consists of. This is it for me. I couldn't have planned this better if i'd been God. I just stretched out last night to listen to the music, simple indulgence, i wasn't planning on going to sleep but did of course then woke up right miffed at 0.53am sod it. I tried to go back to sleep it wouldn't happen so here i am. Mornin' all! I watched the Kevin Smith video that is not my relative. He was funny. See it affects us like that, oowah, as if we could be nonchalont(?) speaking personally Mr Nelson is one amazing piece of Art, we should be proud to be able to appreciate him NOW. I am. I danced quite a bit to 'Doves Cry.' it was one of the ones they played at the disco on the waterfront i used to take myself to every Saturday night for my 'workout', alone. I never picked anyone up i had a husband and two children at home i went to sweat and slide around the floor. The smile i saw on one African man's face when he saw me in a trance from one dance after another was enough to let me know he knew what was moving me, 'the wild'. No one else had ever noticed that ever before. What would that smile have meant, apart from understanding the joy there is in dance? Well fancy that, we're not known for it u know. That was back in 1988. I hadn't any idea i would be able to do this, back then, i had enrolled in the tech to learn what my children would have to know their way around, i wanted to be there first. I was needing to protect them i thought. Of course i will tell u all i know, i didn't choose to learn to keep it all to myself. 'Knowledge is learnt to give away.' That'd be right now she starts yawning. Tough i've got supplies to get. I think i sorted that fridge out,again, even with a happy ever after there is maintenance! It, the fan, froze up again, i don't know if it is just the seal anyway, God Bless the inventor of 'duct tape' i stuck it over the split in the freezer door seal and so far so good. I only lost 2 litres of milk and 600mils of cream. I'd cleaned it out. I was really bothered when the fresh milk was at risk. Ok, what if i turn the thermostat down in the top, so that the freezer doesn't over freeze, it could be on 'too cold', it's just begun, that trial. I've told the boy it's playing up, the children have a fridge in the storage unit. I offered to buy it off him, he said u haven't any money how can u, i said the same way i do everything, i'll get a bank loan and pay that off, worked before. I got this computer with it instead of a car. We ate the rest and he got a car on the road with some of it. I have acknowledged to myself how annoying it is having a deficit like forgetting which foods u like etc. then again, it means i never have to eat the same thing i cook twice, i forget the ingredients to make it exactly the same. It's always a concoction, i don't know how to cook any other way and i don't want to either. I ultimately like the magick of creation in everything i cook. If only i could find an appetite without the greenery. U know how special this is to me. If i go on with this i'll end up in tears. Did i just merely think of it and this is how it happened. Drawn to this by a wild desire to let the world know that i exist and Prince gave me these wings to fly with. Oh yes, u put this together on account of us all wanting to show him Love, he caused this, so he has the proof that he makes a difference in our lives. I'm living in trepidation that the phone has the 'Facetime' application working now, i don't wear make up, i haven't any spakfilla for the grand canyons of wrinkles besides when the phone is in a case and closed up it won't work anyway. Oh my i just had a 'de- what's it, ja vous' moment, i dreamt i was doing this typing on something weird. That was a long time ago. The only reason i would have remembered too, is because of my attitude to typing, ugh! I'm getting very familiar with all these songs now, i'm starting to respond with my own inflections. I wonder, i have to be careful of what i sing in the shower it echos here. I still haven't got over singing 'Head.' outside at the top of my voice before i realized what i was singing about. As if i cared at all, i was just singing while i mowed or something. I stood bolt upright and got a shock then and shut up real quick. I think of me as just an old woman having a laugh at herself and society, i don't consider what others might think.Shoud I? I hope not or they will be bitterly disappointed. Daylight, time i got ready and tootled off, Almond Banana Coconut muffin for breakfast. Sounds better than packet mix cake, gluten free even. I've seen some gluten free flour, i'm hanging for some home made bread, i'm getting that flour today i want to do some this week. What is it about carbohydrate i'm craving that stuffed up feeling. I know protein stays longer but i'm only using nuts, eggs, cheese and milk for protein. I'm not throwing another half chook in the bin because i couldn't eat a half in two days. Note to self, freeze the leftover. What a load of farting about. Ok, yes, it makes sense. I know this but like i've said i never learnt 'fridge' growing up, they don't teach that in schools! (Maybe they should!) 'In my day' we didn't have a fridge at home ever. It was not common. There was one in my street in the late 50s and 60s. Daily milk delivery meant that the concrete slab bottom shelf in the pantry was enough 'cold storage' for us. We didn't really need one it was cold enough then. I wonder if there is a fridge in every house now? I forgot to ask our Robert, my sister's son, when i rang uk last week. U do remember the story of the bow well i told Robert, '...and u can pull that back?' meaning the longbow. 'Be careful u know that'll go right through u even at 62 feet?' 'Yup! That's the idea. Deterent factor.' Sounds to me like my nephew knows more about my longbow than i do. I told him i don't practice and that i got a bullseye two weeks in a row. 'Good for u.' That's what i liked to hear too. It was the surprise in his voice at me being able to pull that bow at my age that pleased me no end. I didn't think anything much of it until i heard that. I have to mend my target, it's gone a bit floppy from the wetting it got weeks ago. So, do i practice like crazy and then enter the comps for my age up to competing in some games or other, when i get a bit older. I'm a bit young yet. No, the older i get the better i feel when i can pull that bow. I didn't know i could do this or the Archery never mind giving up the cigarettes too, Robert's wife is still on the gaspers. U see not everyone can use cbt, cognitive behavioural therapy. We called it occupational therapy in uk when i was growing up, i've used it since i was 13/14 years, i gave up cigarettes before. Not for two years though. Going very well in this, not hard when the gains are brilliant. It's the almost instant gain in health benefits that kept me motivated. I was at the point of collapse when i started to dance more. I mean i want to drop dead on the dance floor dancing to him but not just yet, not after i've just got a heart's desire filled with this device i can plug into all day long listening to this music. I'm planning on getting some of the golden oldies, i want the girls back, Bette, Carol, Carly, etc. and that new girl, Alicia Keys. I like their work too. No rush. Now when the brains are up a stretch here's a need i anticipate having in the future, i need a solar panel recharger for the iphone in case i get out bush and i don't have a power point to recharge with! Get on to that one darlings please. We have to be prepared for these conditions, it was an American woman who said that, 'communications are the cornerstone of civilization.' Virginia Satyr. I admired her work a great deal. We are lumbered with that millstone around our necks, no matter how advanced we can think, it is impossible to make headway tied to a backward power grid. Mother is waiting and waiting and waiting and one day She will act regardless of how much i pray She won't. It's all there for the asking, it's the sequence i'm working on just now. In my life i have to find the right sequence and then the 'energy field' gets smooth running. It applies to all my house work and whether it applies to men's work, i don't know they don't tell us about it. It's a study of a different kind i suppose. I've had several ideas of studies that could be done now. It couldn't before we have had to wait for the time to pass. I Love how the art of Living takes a lifetime to Master. Do they want him not to have comfort? This case of the disappearing cursor is a bit of a curiosity. I'll get used to it, i'm a Master of that art, adaption. Illustrating why human's are at the top of the food chain, adaption. My son has the job of calling for quotes for installing the Solar power panels. Yes, i have permission. I called and asked, no, i said i'm telling u not asking u, i'm putting Solar in, i'm not paying nearly a thousand dollars for 6mths electricity, they're on crack if they think i will sit still for that. So i've waited a week for my son to come up with some quotes. He'll cop it if i have to wait another week. He's a slack arsed git and i want to kick his arse, verbally of course. I don't like his attitude to me. I know i'm important to him, he just wants to live in denial of it. I would make him his own boss and that is what worries him. It's confronting when u don't have the basic skills to set up a chart of accounts. He acts like he thinks he should be able to make it without a little of my very mysterious help. It's a Mother's job to smooth the way for her children given the opportunity. My skills are useful. He would be able to make it, it would just take longer. I don't want him feeling like i did in my 40s, Mam why didn't u tell me about life and men? 'Wasn't allowed to.' Mam told me in a dream. I was flattered in some way by that. Really, i had permission to fly by the seat of my pants! I took that to mean God has confidence in me delivering the goods. Don't ask me what that was i'm guessing it is the attitude i've learned to have from pushing myself to understand others rather than worrying about being understood. Yes, i know, very Franciscan. If it suits i use it. I Love ancient wisdom, 'like a bee to some honey and a moth to a flame.' Prince from 'WOW' It seems we understand stuff. I'll get there when i can. U know that pipeline might not be a pipedream. I wonder if all those spiders have a message? Apart from create, create, create. Watch for entanglements and check the edges of the web. Ah well all will be revealed in the fullness of time i don't doubt. Time to shake a leg, so to speak. To u all in deep gratitude for this grant Infinite and eternal peace, take care, God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx

Hello. I keep waking up, so what can i get up to to amuse Him today then? First though how's this for development, i was told to listen to this, he insisted and for my son to insist i listen to some of his music choice that was a big one. Mark Ronson. See i only heard it once and i stored that name because Andrew said it's him. I said it's Prince. He said i thought it was. Gotcha. Oh i know the singer is not Prince but the guitar has it's own voice u know. Those opening bars are dynamite.If u Love this man's work u know those cords and pant. U know something WOW is following that, am i right it's similar to the opening bars of 'Fury'? That was all i had in mind to enter for now. I'm practicing trying to be concise, yeah right, as if! As part of my 'Happy ever after' is this never ending page of wonderment, mine at the world. Also at the options i have somehow managed to give me in this present. Oh wow for me too. Delirium is a decided distinct dilema to dodge if i can and guess how i avoid it. Keep this music off some of the day at least or i'm in deep do do and Loving it too. I paid that blasted electric bill and next week after i check the timetable i'm going to phone the Ombudsman's office and advise them of the methods the supplier employed to get the money. Intrusive and they wanted my email address as well. Who do they think they are? Anyone would think they had power over me!!! Now who gave them that power had better help me with a rebate for being responsible enough to install solar power (enough for me to run an airconditioner, it's unbearable without a wet teeshirt.) Happiness is, not broiling in scorching Sun, God, turn it down there's a Darling please.It's only going to be followed by pouring rain. I wonder if they had poured a bit of water on the ground before this heatwave would it have saved some of the fires they are having to deal with now. Wet bush don't burn. I see all the burning smoke stacks and wonder when they those men that operate this method of energy generation that is so wasteful, why aren't they using that to heat water or something useful instead of venting it into the atmosphere? Lazy idol sons of mongrels. Take the easy way and pay the price of it from now on. We have known of alternatives for 50 years. We knew this day would come and we are now going to make those that pollute pay for the filth they have deliberately caused to be pumped into the atmosphere because they were too effing greedy to change their ways and make it sustainable. Growth for the sake of making profit is not the model to promote. The growth is a natural outcome of a useful idea whose time has come. Growth doesn't equate to profit necessarily it creates a better healthier life, in harmony with our Mother, this Star we live on. Oh that is profit of a different kind i would have thought. Mother profits, mind u so do the 'roaches!!!! Flippin' pests. It's a bumper season for them too. I'm not skiting but my Fingerlime has at least 2 dozen fruit on it just now. I put a layer of the seaweed on the top. There are new shoots too, all over, do i pinch those out or leave it? I'm for leaving it but a gardening expert might be inclined to say knock them off. They would be taking some of the growth potential away from the fruit wouldn't they? I have a wheelie bin full of water i feel ok just now but oh boy that pipeline looks like a good idea right now. I don't know how to push this and be damned if i want to.There's that 'ornery part of me that is smarting over how long it's taking for them to get the message that it's necessary, absolutely, if human's are going to be comfortable surviving here. Do we have to move underground to be able to tolerate the heat? Two heatwaves in a month here now. What was that about two huge dumps of snow over there. How good would it be to get some of this heat up there now to u all. I wonder if we reduced Her temperature here would it even out the degrees of changes in the North? Now is not the time for us to plant much in some areas of the country just now unless it's in seed form and then they have to survive the fires they keep setting like it's worked in this countries favor so far boys? Don't think so this land was covered in vegetation but i guess it's hard to make a throwing stick come back if there's so many trees in the way aye? No, human's haven't served our Mother very well so far, hang in the Mother we will improve honest, i promise i'll try harder, longer and louder because my only solution to this is plant more trees in every country all over the planet where it can be done now it needs to be done. Either way it's a benefit, timber for housing and fuel and other carpentry. I Love woodwork. I Love writing, i need paper. I'm a selfish bitch aren't i? What was that crap on the first lead line, '..a selfish son of a biscuit eater?' I am not writing for anything or any one else except this so where is that from? Not that i am bothered. I'm accustomed to being misunderstood. I find it very useful at times to be out on my own. I won't pretend i like it though because it's not my nature to be solo, just what has been safest for me for putting the past behind me and moving into the future i am able to imagine for me to exist successfully in and when i find out what it is u will be the first to hear of it. One sec i need to spray this tee shirt. There's a desk fan on in here, oscillating (going around in a sweep) it will keep the heat down. I'm not sweating yet, i have to take the shoes and sock off first, the rest will peel off over the course of the morning. Good grief, morning, Spring and another heatwave. Crap!This is so not COOL! Part of my happiness was also having music videos on a weekend morning, not the last two weekends! Have they gone all righteous on me? God couldn't be bothered honestly. Part time Christians don't impress Him. It's all about the 'comprehension', we all get it when we get it and oh brother when we get it, it's like a ton of bricks made of marshmallow. It's all about well u know, it is. To u all in deep gratitude for this grant Infinite and eternal peace, take care God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx

So it must equally apply, my words are also for the exact opposite of the lead line. First one, next line, 'boy versus girl in the world series of Love,' were each employs their time devising ways to delight, divert and distract the other. As if that is their only reason for being. That would delight me no end. It would mean i had at last fulfilled my whole purpose for being here. All else has been in the distract and divert category so far, it is early days though i mean, i'm not in my dotage yet, nearly, cooking very nicely thank u. Any better and i'd be dangerous, seriously. Oh, and er, like God, U great Big hunk of scorching Love, Darling marvellous shower, good drop. Thank U. It's cooler, see how spoiled He makes me feel. It's warm in here but i like warm. I haven't had to take a pain killer for the joints with all this heat. Yes, all this heat, sending a chunk up thata way to u all. It's much earlier than it has been before and for longer periods. This is part of my happy ever after and it ain't gonna be, if others aren't carried along with the tide of Love that will encirle the Earth just from the first small step of each little individual to reduce their own waste production in every way they can find, however small it may seem, it's the act that we all make to change, that produces the wave of Love. I dont have any doubt anymore, i'm as sure as i can be that it is for us all to have the understanding of belonging to each other for the highest purpose of all, the wellbeing of our Mother Earth. Thank U Mother. I got that first shock wave! Honest to God i wish i could describe it, it just washes over u and the eyes leak. One small act in the west to reduce the rubbish and who knows how it will develop. I'm keeping it to making a dent in the landfill for each of us locally, the global picture we are then in a position to demand because we have the righteousness of having done that first stage of metamorphosing into the Beings lurking inside every human on the planet. Let's be having u, come on out ya come. I know ur in there. Tickle them. Go on God, why should i be the only one that feels this tickled pink and no explanation! Can u pick the tone, it's a 'B' period here. I feel very expansive, just a bit omnipotent for some reason. I know, it's the weather, it's Him, God does this, it's like see, I can answer ur prayer, (He knows i'll brag to u about it) how's this for starts? Oh yes, but that's not all, i checked the weather forecast and it's cooler for the week, phew, we was cooking up so nice, even the grass out the front is burnt to a crisp. I have to notice and say Ta very much God and then of course i had to come and say it worked a treat. I got the water bill last week or so, even with my watering i only have to pay $35.odd for water. I've impressed me. It only occurred to me this afternoon that seeing as my water charge is only that amount it would kind of support my claim that i haven't used that much in power for six months, the water account confirms my very careful use of 'God's champaigne' i saw it called once. Now i could further cut back on that by turning off the water heater in the 6 hour peak period. I'll start that trial on the 1st of next month. I just want to try it out and see if i can affect the account more than i have already. No solar quotes yet my son is kind of difficult to motivate on this account. I can see benefit in having me off the grid and the solar panels adding an extra layer of shade over the roof on the East side, which would be very useful and would reduce my need to run the airconditioner, i intend to afford me, when the solar power supplies that need, not before. I can put up with the wet tee shirt palava for now but this is getting a bit too much for me, Tasmania is looking very attractive or up in the mountains somewhere. Those 6ft wide verandas weren't for show, they made common sense to keep the heat down in scorching climates. I lived in one in the outback and the difference is amazing. The wider the verandah the cooler it was. The benefit in the summer outways the disadvantage in winter. I'm going to work on increasing the amount of shade along the East wall. The Fig tree shades the back quarter but the Sun beats on the other part of the wall and the shade cloth isn't doing much hung as it is. I need to put some star pickets in and tie the shade out, away from the wall to widen the depth of shade it can give. It's about reducing the amount of Sun hitting the surfaces first and then after that it won't be so expensive to cool off. Apply the principle of Occum's razor. The simplest approach is always the best. I need more trees in. I have a self seeded one from the deciduous one, i have to transplant, i don't know what kind it is, nice one, i like it. Bonus with those they don't have much oil in so they don't add to the bush fire danger. The leaves are usually soft and decompose quickly. So far so good with the seaweed top dressing, it kept the surface of the Fingerlime damp during the worst of the heat as i intended it to. If the fruits haven't fallen off in another week we can consider that one a success. I have another five grocery bags full of it to spread around too. This heatwave has caught me by surprise. It's the last month of Spring and it feels more like the first or more like the third month of summer. There is the consolation i'm hanging on to, that as it has begun early it will also finish early, God willing. It could also just be an outburst of the Sun. Was it to make me feel like this to express it this way, to say please God help us here, He does, i brag and then do this? I Love the way He uses me. I'm sure He only keeps me around to do this. How'm i doin' Herm's, (my pet name for Hermes) That big double molar at the back right side is almost out, pushed by the wisdom tooth. I hit it with a piece of food now and again and it hurts so good just like it did when i was bringing down the adult teeth at seven. I recall the sensation of how pleasant the pain of pressure on the decending tooth and the gum felt when i bit down on something to take the itching away. It's a bit weird to be doing it at 62 though. Oh i had a go at the bread. OMG well that will take a bit of finessing the poor thing looks like a baby elephant stool. Bit bigger but white and dry and aweful. I only used two cups of flour, i didn't expect to succeed first go. I have to mix some other flours into that one, which consisted of cornflour and arrowroot by the consistency of it. Way too dry and definitely a good bung hole for a boat. Honestly it was shocking. I might use molasses to give the poor thing some color and flavor. I can add ground up seeds. I put sesame seeds on and in the 'blob', can't even call it a cob which it was supposed to be. This will take some heavy prayer to get right, it's a shocker, seriously, i don't think i can eat the rest of it. I wonder, could i use it as burly? Nah, even the fish would balk at it. Add water and use it for glue then? Oh, yeah, i could fix the Archery target with it, no, that wouldn't do, the wildlife will eat it when i'm not using it. Last but not least a gripe or two, i am very concerned when i hear that over a hundred thousand head of livestock have been culled. Camels specifically, wild herds and as healthy as u couldn't believe from the looks of them. The meat is prized and the health of these ones here makes them valuable overseas to improve poor herds in the lands of their origin. The camel farmers are hoping to increase interest in them to save the industry that would get going if there were a few more players involved. This is not a country for princesses it's harsh and She'll scorch ur eyeballs out but She's a bountiful land if She's respected and these animals are too lovely and ecologically sounder for this land than the cloven hoofed beasts everyone is so attached to. It's affecting my happily ever after not having this land cared for by all and sundry. Or ur not welcome piss off. I don't see why everyone can't understand that we are all responsible for the health of this Star. I look about locally it's green enough here but out of here half an hour away it's a different color. There are so many that feel the same way and that volunteer to do the landcare and other projects trouble is, it's not continuous. It's for some cause or other and the continuity isn't there. We have to replant the Earth, one square inch at a time God, if that's what it takes. Ok, no worries, where do we begin? U know some are going to want to challenge the harshest environments and others will want the deep humous to play with. God we are lucky humans we come in all shapes and sizes, perfect for the job. This involves all age groups in every society all over the world, they'll all dig deep. Some plant the seeds, some grow the seedlings on, some plant, some transport, some sing and dance! Some cook the food, some crack the jokes, all have a hand in making this a happy planet once more, shut up and pretend with me. This could get very sticky, it goes on for hours. It's a general feeling of, all is just peachy for me just now, can't we just Love each other and have a lovely life, wtf is wrong with this place? Won't learn much though. It's not just that conflict teaches us things, it teaches us to find other ways of resolving problems. Ah but that's in an ideal world where everyone is aware of the fact, that we are here to learn from each other, preferably not by the mistakes but u know how it works. I find it very hard to take that others don't have the same idea. I only realized that getting into the 'A' stream at school meant something about me, in the last month. I'm not abnormal i'm just clever. I may not be the only one. I'm a bit concerned about the electromagnetic radiation from the phone and ear plugs so i've turned it off during the day for a few hours and then i feel deprived, so i have to listen for a couple of hours before i go to sleep because i don't feel i've had enough. I Love it. In one area this is way beyond any dream i could have imagined for myself, unending joy. I experience joy and i don't have to turn it off.Yawning head off, so then, it's away to listen some more. To u all in deep gratitude for this grant Infinite and eternal peace, take care, God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx

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